Its my Friggen BIRTHDAY!
My birthday was fucking awesome btw… You just cant top that shit… I was friggen pinhead! Thank you to all my friends that showed up… I had an amazing time. I’m
I had an absolute blast. It took me 8 1/2 hours to do my make up. Special thank you to Petra for helping me out with that and Bubbles of Joy costumes in mesa for helping me out with some ideas and pieces to my costume. We held the party at Tranz, They even stopped the music for a shout out, I was harassed by so many people I didnt know just so they could take a picture and say happy birthday, it was fantastic. We went to Five an Dinner and almost cleared the place out with everyone in costumes. Theres an amazing video of Darren, ripping off my makeup. I will add it when it gets it to me.
Close Your Eyes
Close your eyes
see the real deep black
the world is wanting everything
you keep giving more
dont live for your desire
live for your fire
your no more evil than my thoughts
stand on your pillars of shit and look happy
under pressure
slip, little children under water
drown in your skin
drown in your thoughts
betray yourself
betray the world
walk in the footsteps of another
melt to the ground
it will break beneath you
stare into the dark abyss
close your eyes


























