I havent been online in a while, things have been crazy, kinda dropped out of cyberspace all together. Deleted myspace, deleted world of warcraft (;-p). My main focus has been on my relationship and relationships with my friends. It seems of late as spiraled in directions I did not want to follow to. Having someone tell me that the reason our year anniversay went wrong is due to me being there and my actions is not something you want to hear, ever. I believe there is other courses of action that could of been done to alieviate siduations when they escalate to that level, but that did not happen. So after this month I will be living alone. We are taking a step back to re-evaluate eachother. Living with eachother underthese circumstances is unhealthy, and its starting to show. We are not splitting up, and hopefuly this will help us out in the long run. I love her… and im already starting to miss her.